Nobody is
wholly satisfied with himself. Our lives are made up of lights and shadows, of
some good days and many unsatisfactory days. We have learned that the good days
and hours come when we are very close to Christ, and that the poor days come
whenever we push Him out of our thoughts. Clearly, then, the way to a more
consistent high level is to take Him into everything we do or say or think.
Experience
has told us that good resolutions are not enough. We need to discipline our
lives to an ordered regime. The Game with Minutes is a rather lighthearted
name for such a regime in the realm of the spirit. Many of us have found it to
be enormously helpful. It is a new name for something as old as Enoch, who
walked with God. It is a way of living which nearly everybody knows and
nearly everybody had ignored. Students will at once recognize it as a fresh
approach to Brother Lawrences Practicing the Presence of God.
We call this
a game because it is a delightful experience and an exhilarating spiritual
exercise; but we soon discover that it is far more than a game. Perhaps a
better name for it would be an exploratory expedition, because it opens out
into what seems at first like a beautiful garden; then the garden widens into a
country; and at last we realize that we are exploring a new world. This may
sound like poetry, but it is not overstating what experience has shown us.
Some people
have compared it to getting out of a dark prison and beginning to LIVE. We
still see the same world, yet it is not the same, for it has a new glorious
color and a far deeper meaning. Thank God, this adventure is free for
everybody, rich or poor, wise or ignorant, famous or unknown, with a good past
or a badWhosoever will, may come. The greatest thing in the world is for
everybody!
You will
find this just as easy and just as hard as forming any other habit. You have
hitherto thought of God for only a few seconds or minutes a week, and He was
out of your mind the rest of the time. New you are attempting, like Brother
Lawrence, to have God in mind each minute you are awake. Such drastic change in
habit requires a real effort at the beginning. Many of us find it very useful
to have pictures of Christ where our eyes will fall on them every time we look
around. A very happy hobby is to collect the friendliest pictures of Christ,
pocket size, so that we can erect our own shrine in a few seconds.
HOW
TO BEGIN
Select a
favorable hour; try how many minutes of the hour you can remember God at least
ONCE each minute; that is to day, bring God to mind at least one second out of
every sixty. It is not necessary to remember God every second, for mind runs
along like a rapid stream from one idea to another.
Your score
will be low at first, but keep trying, for it constantly becomes easier, and
after a while is almost automatic. It follows the well known laws of habit
forming. If you try to write shorthand you are at first very awkward. This is
true when you are learning to play a piano, or to ride a bicycle, or to use any
new muscles. When you try this game with minutes you discover that
spiritually you are still a very weak infant. A babe in the crib seizes upon
everything at hand to pull himself to his feet, wobbles for a few seconds and
falls exhausted, and then he tries again, each time standing a little longer
than before. We are like that babe when we begin to try to keep God in mind. We
need something to which we can cling. Our minds wobble and fall, then rise for
a new effort. Each time we try we shall do better until at last we maybe able
to remember God as high as ninety per cent of the whole day.
HOW
TO TRY THE EXPERIMENT IN CHURCH
You have a
good chance of starting well if you begin in churchprovided the sermon is
about God. When our congregation first tried it, we distributed slips of paper
which read:
GAME
WITH MINUTES
Score
Card
During
this hour I thought of God at least once each minute for ____.minutes.
Signed________________________________________________
At the
opening of the service the pastor made this announcement: Everybody will be
asked to fill this score card at the end of one hour. In order to succeed, you
may use any help within reach. You may look at the cross, or you may leaf
through your hymn book or Bible, looking for verses that reminding you of God.
The sermon
that Sunday explained how to play the game. At the end of the hour, the Score
cards were collected. The congregation reported scores ranging from five to
sixty minutes. The average was forty-four minutes, which meant 73 percent of
the hour. For beginners this was excellent. Such an experiment, by the way,
will encourage the congregation to listen better than usual, and will remind
the preacher to keep his sermon close to God.
If you score
75 per cent in church, you can probably make a rather good score for the rest
of the day. It is a question of being master of every new situation.
Never
use a score card more than an hour, and not that long if it tires you. This is
a new delight you are learning, and it must not be turned into a task.
WHILE
GOING HOME FROM CHURCH
Can you win
your game with minutes while passing people on the street? Yes! Experiments
have revealed a sure way to succeed: offer a swift prayer for the people at
whom you glance. It is easy to think an instantaneous prayer while looking
people straight in the eye, and the way people smile back at you shows that
they like it! This practice gives a surprising exhilaration, as you may prove
for yourself. A half-hour spent walking and praying for all one meets, instead
of tiring one, gives him a sense of ever heightening energy like a battery
being charged. It is a tonic, a good way to overcome a tired feeling.
Some of us
walk on the right side of the pavement, leaving room for our unseen Friend,
whom we visualize walking by our side, and we engage in silent conversations
with Him about the people we meet. For example, we may say: Dear
Companion,
what can we do together for this man whom we are passing? Then we whisper what
we believe Christ would answer.
WHERE
TO LOOK FOR CHRIST
We have a
right to use any aid that proves useful. One such aid is to think of Christ as
in a definite location. To be sure, He is a spirit, everywhere at once - and
therefore anywhere we realize Him to be. Many of us win our game nearly all of
some days by realizing His unseen presence sitting a chair or walking beside
us. Some of us have gazed at our favorite picture of Him until it floats before
our memories whenever we glance at His unseen presence, and we almost see Him.
Indeed, many
of us do see Him in our dreams. Others, like
St.
Paul
, like to feel Him within the breast; many, like St. Patrick, feel
Him all around us, above, below, before, behind, as though we walked in His
kindly halo,. We may have our secret ways of helping us to realize that He is
very near and very dear.
ON
A TRAIN OR IN A CROWD
We whisper
God or Jesus or Christ constantly as we glance at every person near us.
We try to see double, as Christ does - we see the person as he is and the
person Christ longs to make him. Remarkable things happen, until those in tune
look around as though you spoke - especially children. The atmosphere of a room
changes when a few people keep whispering to Him about all the rest. Perhaps
there is no finer ministry than just to be in meetings or crowds, whispering
Jesus and then helping people whenever you see an opportunity. When Dr.
Chalmers answers the telephone he whispers: A child of God will now speak to
me. We can do that when anybody speaks to us.
If everybody
in
America
would do the things just described above, we should have a
heaven below. This is not pious poetry. We have seen what happens. Try it
during all this week, until a strange power develops within you. As messages
from
England
are broadcast in Long Island for all
America
, so we can become spiritual broadcasters for Christ.
Every cell in our brain is an electric battery which He can use to intensify
what He longs to say to people who are spiritually deaf to hear Him without our
help.
WHILE
IN CONVERSATION
Suppose when
you reach home you find a group of friends engaged in ordinary conversation.
Can you remember God at least once every minute? This is hard, but we have
found that we can be successful if we employ some reminders. Here are aids
which have proven useful:
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Have a picture of Christ in
front of you where you can glance at it frequently.
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Have an empty chair beside
you and imagine that your unseen Master is sitting in it; if possible reach
your hand and touch that chair, as though holding His hand. He is there, for He
said: Lo, I am with you always.
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Keep humming to your self a
favorite prayer hymnfor example, Have Thine Own Way, Lord, Have Thine Own
Way.
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Silently pray for each person
in the circle.
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Keep whispering inside:
Lord, put Thy thoughts in my mind. Tell me what to say.
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Best of all, tell your
companions about the Game with Minutes. If they are interested, you will have
no more trouble. You cannot keep God unless you give Him to others.
WHEN
AT THE TABLE
All the
previous suggestions are useful at mealtime. If possible, have an empty chair
for your Invisible Guest, who said, Wherever two or three are gathered
together, I am in the midst. Another useful aid is to recall what the Quakers
believe about every meal. Jesus told us: Eat this in remembrance of me. They
think that He meant not only consecrated bread, but all food so that every
mouthful is His body broken for you.
You might
read and discuss this booklet. It helps immediately if others at the table
agree to try to win this mealtime together.
WHILE
READING A BOOK
When we are
reading a newspaper or magazine or book, we read it to Him or at His picture
and continue a running conversation with Him inwardly about the pages we are
reading. Kagawa says scientific books are letters from God telling how
He runs His
universe.
Have you
ever opened a letter and read it with Jesus, realizing that He smiles with us
at the fun, rejoices with us in the successes, and weeps with us at lifes
tragedies? If not, you have missed one of lifes sweetest experiences.
WHEN
THINKING
If you lean
back and think about some problem deeply, how can you remember God? You can do
it by forming a new habit. All thought employs silent words and is really
conversation with your inner self. Instead of talking to yourself, you will now
form the habit of talking to Christ. Many of us who have tried this have found
that we think so much better that we never want to try to think without Him
again. We are helped if we imagine Him sitting in a chair beside us, talking
with us. We say with our tongue what we think Christ might say in reply to our
questions. Thus we consult Christ about everything.
WHEN
WALKING ALONE
If you are
strolling out of doors alone, you can recall God at least once every minute
with no effort, if you remember that beauty is the voice of God. Every flower
and tree, river and lake, mountain and sunset, is God speaking. This is my
Fathers world, and to my listening ears all nature sings So as you look at
each lovely thing, you may keep asking: Dear Father, What are you telling me
through this, and this and this?
If you have
wandered to a place where you can talk aloud without being overheard, you may
speak to the Invisible Companion inside you or beside you. Ask Him what is most
on His heart and then answer back aloud with your voice what you believe God
would reply to you.
Of course we
are not always sure whether we have guessed Gods answer right, but it is
surprising how much of the time we are very certain. It really is not necessary
to be sure that our answer is right, for the answer is not the great thing - He
is! God is infinitely more important than His advice or His gifts; indeed, He,
himself, is the great gift. The youth in love does not so much prize what his
sweetheart may say or may give him, as the fact that she is his and that she is
here. The most precious privilege in talking with God is this intimacy which we
can have with Him. We may have a glorious succession of heavenly minutes. How
foolish people are to lose lifes most poignant joy, seeing it may be had while
taking a walk alone!
But the most
wonderful discovery of all is, to use the words of
St. Paul
, Christ liveth in me. He dwells in us, walks in our minds,
reaches out through our hands, and speaks with our voices, If we obey His every
whisper.
BE
MY LAST THOUGHT
We make sure
that there is a picture of Christ, or a Bible, or a Cross or some other object
where it will greet our closing eyes as we fall asleep. We continue to whisper
any words of endearment our heart suggests. If all day long we have been
walking with Him, we shall find Him the dear companion of our dreams. Sometimes
after such a day, we have fallen asleep with our pillows wet from tears of joy,
feeling His tender touch on our foreheads. Usually we feel no deep emotion, but
always we have a peace that passes all understanding. This is the end of a
perfect day.
MONDAY
MORNING
If on Sunday
we have rated over fifty per cent in our game with minutes, we shall be eager
to try the experiment during a busy Monday. As we open our eyes and see a
picture of Christ on the wall, we may ask: Now, Master, shall we get up?
Some of us
whisper to Him our every thought about washing and dressing in the morning,
about brushing our shoes and choosing our clothes. Christ is interested in
every trifle, because He loves us more intimately than a mother loves her babe
or a lover his sweetheart, and is happy only when we share every question with
Him.
MEN
AT WORK
Countless
thousands of men keep God in mind while engaged in all types of work, mental or
manual, and find that they are happier and get better results. Those who endure
the most intolerable ordeals gain new strength when they; realize that their
Unseen Comrade is by their side. To be sure, no man whose business is harmful
or shoes methods are dishonest, can expect Gods partnership. But if an
enterprise is useful, God eagerly shares in its real progress. The carpenter
can do better work if he talks quietly to God about each task, as Jesus
certainly